Wednesday, March 09, 2005

discombobulated

There are things that I can not contain and had consumed my Being. As it is then, so it is now, Only worse. Nothing seems to workout right. What am I to do with everything against me? Betrayed by the very people I trust, I alone abhor my pitiful state.
I am in great pain, because I know the possibility of hurting the very people I love with the end result of the continuing saga of my college life. I am in pain but I have learned that pain is my cohort. An ally.
It tells me when I am gravely injured. It keeps me awake and Angry. It reminds me to finish what has been started and go home. Most of all, It tells me I am Still alive. It’s high time to show strength and stability under pressure like pa had said.
I lived for this shit and I won’t die or it…not yet
I Will Survive.
Sicut me Deus Adjuvet.

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