mew beginning

the other nyt, I had a dream..my things were gone..I went to the hospital,nobody talked to me or even glanced..as if i do not exist.I wnt home,and I heard my papa say "ning chair ngani,sa gensan ni halin" and I woke up,it's 5am.Time to fix and prepare for my 7-3 duty..took a bath and forgot all about the dream.

During the day,I was asked to extend till 7pm.twas 8pm na pero la pa mag receive sa akin..felt I had to go home na tlaga.I asked the supe hus gonna eceive me..then som 1 from 2b receivd and i was off na but stayed a while to sign my meds...other NOD's Lily and Arnize are holding me back.they even want me to extend up to 11pm.I told dem am pko tom..ako pa jud ipa start sa mga meds ni arnize na off nko..so,khit anong pigil nila,umalis ako at mariing inihabilin kay lily ang OGT feeding ni dave..diretso sa cantin para sa free meal..bukas nlang dw kc close na cla..paglabas ko hospital,sakay kaagad tricycle nagmamadaling makauwi ng gaisano.amoy chico ang drivr at ang pasahero sa likod..nakaramdam bigla ng gutom..bigla kong pinara at bumaba sabay bayad.pasok sa jollibee at kumain ng chickenjoy......

paglabas ko nakita ko sa kalsada ang tricycle..pisat.my banggaan daw at patay ang driver,un ang tricycle na dapat maghahatid sa akin sa bahay.kng di ako kumain,magutom malamang patay na din ako.
nakakatawa,Oo pero serioso dn.Salamat sa Diyos sa bagong umga.sa bagong simula at sa bagong buhay.
uuwi ako sa amin.iiwan ko ang gensan.na realize ko na life is too short.

Not enjoyment nor sorrow is our destined end or way. But to act that each
tomorrow find us farther than today.

Sicut me Deus Adjuvet.

buladsukasili....sikwati

marj went home to davao...one less rugby gurl..lily will surely be missed.hawa na xa balay ni conlo,via voluntary exit..
half decided to resign..and it's all because of one baby..I felt that im not good enuf,not even average..work is backbreaking,cutthroat yet underpaid.
still wud like to re iterate..

NURSING is our means of living but it is not our entire life.

ciao.