I thank God for giving me the opportunity to care for both of you when you weren't well..sorry I couldn't say goodbye yet..Ill still look forward to the weekends when I raid ur kusina or ur pedicure sundays..those lazy sundays sa ledesma--of reading newspaper,each of us on a different section..nanay would always have the one I want to read,so I have to read boring stuff first--like the front page,or the opinion section..be it philstar,malaya or pdi.the countless humba,adobo and kambing!for understanding that wen and madi are the only ilocano words i truly understand.hahaha.salamat sa sleepovers ko before..sleeping with tatay's huragok and the my wobbly tooth.regards nlang ko k tatay nay.
salamat nanay mencing,salamat nanay charing...^^

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I cant even cry.
I am now grandmotherless .losing my nanay mencing 2 and half weeks ago,now my nanay charing naman.
two great women in my life.the mothers of my parents..
It got me thinking...do I regret leaving ?
I didn't realize that that afternoon of november 26th of 2008 was the last time I was gonna see them alive. It was when i was on the way to the van terminal for davao.2 days before I left for the UK.

I feel numb.

I could really use a wish right now

june--was the hardest month I ever had to endure..my best friend got sick..i watched movies like 10 times in the cinema!!
then june 25th as I woke up,I checked my facebook thru my fon..there was a msg from apple (my cousin) saying---ate yang,wala na c nanay.
I denied for as long as i can.praying and telling nanay that just for that day,let me think everything was well and she hasn't left us.
My heart is broken.to smithereens.I loved Nanay so much..I just wished I showed her more..
She loved us all,every single one of us..all nanay's boy and nana's girls..(23 granchildren,10 children)
I wish I made it home last May....:""""(