getting better I hope

lost 33 hrs dis week..nevermind.
back to work tomorrow.

money is in--mama's padala and my salary.Thank God.so the waiting starts.more praying too.AJA!


Met him friday night @goodge street tube station ,proceeded to Josephine's filipino resto
we shared a botttle of red horse n san mig light..then starters lumpia shanhai n fresh lumpia.
he had chicken adobo while I had the pork sisig(which looked n tasted like kilawin)
kalamansi juice and plain rice..then he had leche flan ,I had maja blanca.

I offered to share the bill but he insisted to pay for it..malaki yata seeing from the tener he took out.
then went home together till embankment.he's taking the bakerloo line while I had to go to victoria to get a train back to maidstone..I texted him p to beware of the kick ng redhorse.turns out ako ang nasipa.fell asleep on train ,missed my stop haha! woke up in bearsted and turns out no taxi waiting.no tao ata all! tried ringing taxi but nobody's picking up..the next train back to maidstone will be at 5 in the morning pa,not to mention it's freezing cold..I was stuporous on the train but man I am awake, coherent n responsive now.hahaha
had to call ate yvon,thankfully she picked up.asked her to wake up kuya,asked kuya to fetch me..really scary and cold.
all because of redhorse on an empty tummy.my bad.hahha.

home safe and lived to love another day.Thank God

back to work tomorrow.talked to jade on skype..

10:9 not bad compared to 20:2 hahaha

Hoping and praying for Love,Guidance and Courage.

new life begins today

Jade has left yesterday=((
havent call back in..lost 17 hours already.and counting..
Asked him out ,gonna meet him today.for the last time.I can feel that he's already gone too far for me to reach..I hope I can move on because delay is one of my not so good habits.I want to stay here.still.and do what I'm destined to do..So help me God.

The money has been sent but hasnt entered my account yet.so I'm in trouble.

Jesus Christ,I Trust in You..kaw na bahala today Lord.Your will be done.

*^_^*

livin on a prayer

Still in England,Thank God!

unscathed..but had to reduce my hours when school starts..need to find new rackets.

the date went ok.went to Don vincenzo again..He had spaghetti while I had Prosciutti crudo which is ham n cheese pizza..too big though.had to force him to eat half heheh.Had a drink @ Two Brewers just in front ..He had half pint spit fire,and another half pint of another beer.I had 2 half pints of guinness..

zdrasti

Baozi Inn, O'neill's, frankit & benny's,Don vincenzo's, The Atrium, rochester pub, Young cheng,Little italian resto in camden,Itsu's,Waxy's--

goodbye?

tomorrow, God forbid I'm gonna be sent home to pinas.

Praying for a chance to try again..Big time !
I always loose sight of the big picture. I failed again. forgive me.
I think I'm in love and my dreams are gonna be crushed tomorrow.

shall I say goodbye? Is this really the end?friends and no spark but totally hooked hahaha.bad romance!

Salamat sa lahat.
Jesus Christ ,Hari ng awa,Kami ay nananalig sa Iyo.

I passed

amazing,disbelief jud..

band 7.5
listening 8.0
reading 7.0
writing 7.5
speaking 7.0

Thank God! ^^

hopefully mka extend ko. ^^

fast forward

4 dates after,3 hugs,2 half pints of kent brew,1 pint of guinness and a jug of cosmo ---i dunno If there 'll ever b another one..I think he got upset,or worse...**

my dreaded exam results tomorrow..funny thing is I'm not worried.at all ..or at least think I'm not..but I am about to make a big mess of what bedlam it already is ..

It would have been helpful If I can google how he feels about me so I can get it done and be over it.

and google my exam result so I can know what's the next step===whether kill myself to death working or wallow in misery and agony..


God help me.

this year, I plan to jumpstart my career.grow my hair long,travel more,live more..circulate and take responsibility for my life..

Sicut me DSeus Adjuvet