Monday, November 09, 2009

close encounters with sam,piolo,bea,pokwang and LLOYDIE!!!!!!!!

never mind m paper white due to the bryt flash..m with my ate bing..my laovely landlady who's celebrating her birthday..hearthrobs london was such an experience..especially on the way there.doors open @4pm(it's quite dark already,n bloody cold) show star @5pm.
we were driving round n round central london looking for a parking space,then when we finally get there the man pointed us to the wrong direction so instead we were going farther n farther a way then finally we got there..quater past 6 i think.my bladder about to explode.hahaha
n the show already started but without the main event yet..just starters .i've never seen so much pinoys gathered in uk b4..then they shoed the abs christmas station Id...then powkie,sam,bea,lloydie n piolo.
and i love lloydie more.he's witty n funny..throwing punchline with subtlety ...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

iI am nearly broke and by the end of the month--payday..I'll be broke again.haaay.
this month my salary will go to school tuition--800 n 250 for room rent/bills.
all that will be left,if there would be any will be for my bus fare n train fare.not to mention the hearthrobs ticket!!my landlady paid it for me so i need to pay her back.

God help me survive.

needs:

  • clarks black wedge heels shoes..b4 £50 now 25(I may need it wen i attend the concert,our nsg home's xmas dinner and wen i finally decide to take my IELTS.)
  • dress/suit of w/c i havnt found yet.that wud basically cover 3 events mentioned above n more
  • money of course to buy all of it.or credit card of w/c m planning to apply for.hopfully dey'll accept it

Sicut me Deus Adjuvet

Sunday, October 18, 2009

last lecture

since i lost my phone..iI lost all the picx n numbers..more so I lost my recording of randy pausch's last lecture when he was still alive albeit terminal .It was just a small talk with oprah.I was deeply moved by it ..i had it ever since 2008..although it wasn;t supposed to be for me it was for his children..it is a legacy ..
I'll look for it sa net.i do hope i find it again.its about how to achieve ur childhood dreams.
-----never under estimate the importance of having fun..I am dying soon..but im havng fun..
decide if ur a tiggr,or an eeeyore..tiggrs r energetic n optimistic...
experience is wat u get if u dont get wat u want
brick walls are there for a reason:they show us how badly we want things.
no one is pure evil ..if u wait long enough they will show u their good side

wen u screw up,apolologize..say--im sorry.ti was my fault ,how do i make it ryt

realizations


I was seeing red with anger..I'm angry with myself for not being there.n for whoever did the IV and foley cath insertion to my lil bro..I twitterd it already so that's done.


  1. I realized that i never did regret taking up nursing..I thought I did. about 4- 5 years now,I'm still lost.. I see myself torn between staying within the confines of the known, the comfortable and the convenient, and setting out in the cruel world with no clear destination appearing just yet. Im still on the same ground.Im not moving forwrd..which I should be

  2. now,more than ever I am truly proud to be filipino..I miss everything..I hav'nt seen the whole world yet but nothing compares to home..i like the fb slogan i saw---from where I'm from,everbody is a hero ..or something like that..Nationalism is not so good here..

  3. I badly need to save..Im almost a year working n studying but I hav'nt saved a penny..

  4. I'm bored..haha.work is all physical..hence my uber bookreading..I miss the drama of real life..not pbb but hospital work..but i admit there's no place more dramatic than a hospital bed.be it sickness,birth or death...pedia will always be my first love..

  5. I'm praying that God will help me save up so I could take a vacation to the philippines nx may..in time for the election.

Friday, October 09, 2009

wish i was there...

my brother ron...my pooor bro ron had an appendectomy wednesday morning...my uncle giov did the surgery..my uncle's friend uncle joseph did the anesthesia...(no pf)..
my bro had a fever today...but they found out it was just phlebitis...sa ivf site..anyways f all is well,,,no fever ...he'll be home tomorrow.
Thank God he's ok..it's just sad that he missed his agility test yesterday,but m happy because he is alive and can hav the test scheduled later on..
Sicut me Deus adjuvet
It's times like this that i do realize y i choose to be a nurse..y i like to be in the know.and be there every breath,heartbeat.

if i had been there i would hav the pleasure of inserting his iv,do his skin test,his pre op meds even be there with him inside the OR..I would hav been pouring alcohol to every hand coming to touch him hahaha.n ask did u wash ur hands.i admit m totally overly protective of my siblings.i may not say it often but i do love them deeply..all four of them

I got to do some for tweetums,just before i left.she had viral infection n was vomiting for ages..I will never forget that..I had a 11pm-7am duty then 3pm to 11pm n just wen i thot i wud b resting the night my father,my brother n me went to davao @haf past 11 on a rented van.i brought all needed meds ivf,cannula,syringes and arrived at 2am..with no sleep yet inserted Ivf @once n was asleep @quarter past..

Im planning to go home just in time for the elections..hopefully i will meet my goals.
^^

Saturday, October 03, 2009

oooooooo wag na wag mong sasabihin..

I'm filled with joy as i watch the remake of LIP..making me remember the LIP.vivian,carlo n martin..
memories not only of the love story but of my life while I was watching the series...the endless classses n toxic duties..of brownouts and late night jeepney rides.of side walk balut,mais,burger machine and 11pm midnight meal of siomai supreme n rice.of classmates ,groupmates and school mates enduring the same kalisod and kalipay of studying to b a nurse..of the journey. ^^
like george's death in GA,it's like burying the past..the sweet sad past. and seeing,feeling it again somehow it wasn't as bad as I thought it was before.

Friday, October 02, 2009

yesterday

We're all susceptible to it, the dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming. It's pointless in the end, because all the worrying and the making of plans for things that could or could not happen, it only makes things worse. So walk your dog or take a nap. Just whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here, just as you are.

I had a good day yesterday.i went to london with jade to meet up with nina,chacha and tingting..we were early so we decided to eat breakfast first and hav a look around.it was getting cold hence the frequent trips to the toilet..
i had just spoken to nina on the phone.she was telling me to keep my phone near so i cud hear it ringing(it was always d case EVER,me missing calls).i decided to put my phone on top a tissue dispenser inside the toilet ..and i had washed my hands,dried it and went outside before realizing i dont hav my fon..so there,i lost it.@half past 9 yesterday,my n7210 supernova,phone for almost 10 months with all i'ts memories and pics is forever gone.

Monday, September 28, 2009

soo george

I fell in love with George, like many of you did. because his love for Meredith ; because, like Izzie, George led with his heart.
He was impulsive, big-hearted,with selflessness that had him jump in front of a moving bus to save a life. It’s heartbreaking.
He was brave and noble, like Owen said. miranda even named her son after him--after that vagay-gay moment.
and he did his best.

good mourning,goodbye

after 3 months of agonizing wether george or izzie is gonna die...here comes the new season of my favorite grey's anatomy...
george died,he became brain dead.izzie pulled through albeit still having cancer..huhuh.
i soo loved georgie..

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Saturday, September 19, 2009

25

25 (twenty-five) is the natural number following 24 and preceding 26.
The atomic number of manganese
It is a square number, being 5² = 5 × 5. It is the smallest square that is also a sum of two squares: 25 = 3² + 4². Hence it often appears in demonstrations of the Pythagorean theorem.
25 is a centered octagonal number and an automorphic number.
25 has an aliquot sum of 6 and is the first number to have an aliquot sequence that does not culminate in 0 through a prime. Twenty-five is the aliquot sum of three integers; 95, 119, and 143. Twenty-five is the second composite member of the 6-aliquot tree.
It is the smallest base 10 Friedman number as it can be expressed by its own numbers: 5².
It is also a Cullen number. 25 is the smallest pseudoprime satisfying the congruence 7n = 7 mod n. It is also a Somer pseudoprime based on 6.
25 is the smallest aspiring number — a composite non-sociable number whose aliquot sequence does not terminate.
According to the Shapiro inequality 25 is the least odd integer n such that there exist such that

where xn + 1 = x1,xn + 2 = x2.
Within base 10 one can readily test for divisibility by 25 by seeing if the last two digits of the number match 25, 50, 75 or 00.
25 and 49 are the only perfect squares in the following list:
13,25,37,49,511,613,715,817,919,1021,1123,1225,1327,1429...etc
The formula in this list can be described as 10n * Z + (2Z + 1) where n clearly depends on the number of digits in Z and in 2z+1.

The atomic number of manganese

In Ezekiel's vision of a new temple: The number twenty-five is of cardinal importance in Ezekiel's Temple Vision (in the Bible, Ezekiel chapters 40-48).


The size of the full roster on a major league baseball team
The number of points needed to win a set in volleyball under rally scoring rules (except for the fifth set), so long as the losing team's score is two less than the winning team's score (i.e., if the winning team scores 25 points, the losing team can have no more than 23 points)


Twenty five is:
The number of years of marriage marked in a silver wedding anniversary.
The minimum age of candidates for election to the United States House of Representatives. "Under 25" provides a common cut-off point for designating youth.
The number of cents in a quarter.
The usual TCP port for SMTP.
The designation of United States Interstate 25, a freeway that runs from New Mexico to Wyoming
The designation of the M25 London Orbital motorway
Municipal Okrug 25, a municipal okrug of Kirovsky District of Saint Petersburg, Russia
The (critical) number of Florida electoral votes for the 2000 U.S. presidential election
The name of the national card game of Ireland and India (Pachisi — Hindi for 25)
"25", a song by Veruca Salt from their 1994 album American Thighs
"25th Floor", a song by Patti Smith Group from their 1978 album Easter
Twenty Five is the name of a 2006 George Michael compilation celebrating 25 years in the music business (1981-2006)
"25 boy", in Cantonese Chinese, is a slang term meaning "traitor" as used in the Chinese movie Over the Edge.
The per-second frame rate of the PAL video standard
The number of the French department Doubs
25 random things about me, an Internet meme utilizing Facebook's Notes feature

Pony (British slang for £25)

Monday, September 07, 2009

Saturday, September 05, 2009

September means sespene party!

“Don’t let go too soon, but don’t hang on long.” --
Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom

SEPTEMBER 5th...it's my little brother's birthday today.my mclaude.don't tell anybody but he's my favorite sibling.he's been like a baby to me.still is..we share the penchant of reading books.newspapers or even shampoo bottles..

6th--it's my lolo paeng n lola mencing's wedding anniv..they have been together for more than 50 years..10 children n 26 granchildren n a grandchild..

8th--It's Mama Mary's birthday...

15th--my untie boots' bday

19th-- my b day n sweet's tooooooo

21st---my papa n mama's 26th wedding anniv

23rd--my mama's bday

26th--auntie dinah's bday

27th--papa's bday

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

disenchanted

I don't remember wat got me into nursing.I recall my NSAT /CSAT results- course chosen:undecided. All i cared that time was how easy i'ts gonna be because it wont involve mathematics..or so I thought..and ever since I was a child, I loved baby sitting.my brothers n my cousins.I was even able to go to Cebu one summer because of it..
I said I would try nursing.
If I fail then its not meant for me.ther were times I felt and wished I would but It never came.
semesters and summers had gone and passed I'm still a BSN student.
amidst the vigorous training..rd's,toxic duties and c.i's....countless c.p.'s and thesis defense..and the next to impossible cases completion.april came and I was able to go up the podium n be proclaimed a graduate.on to the next hurdle.
the NLE.which by God's grace I passed.then came the employment--unemployment--training-employment==

one of my favorite movies was braveheart. and It was my childhood dream to come and visit london and scotland.mainly to see men in their kilts.especially royalty

and I was able to come visit england--london every thursdays.I hav'nt been to scotland yet but had seen a man in his kilt abd he didn't smell good.hahaha

next plan is to become a nurse in here.hopefully a pediatric nurse..how or when I don't know.yet.

I believe Iam Paulo Coelho’s shepherd Santiago, in search of my personal legend while the whole universe is conspiring with me to achieve my dream
Through the years, I have come to believe that part of the magic emanates from my I-want-to-be-this-to-hell-with-the-consequences attitude. I admit I am stubborn that way, but that is how I learned to believe in myself and in what I do. And it works! I know what I want and I am unbelievably getting to it.I have chosen to be a nurse; the only thing left for me to do is to understand my choice.

p.s.

goodluck to me ^^
EMI NURSING: i don't love you,like i did ..yesterday.

Monday, August 24, 2009

i love this song...its close fight between lenka n yael naim's nu soul...

I'm just a little bitcaught in the middleLife is a mazeand love is a riddleI don't know where to goI can't do it alone(I've tried)and I don't know why
Slow it downmake it stopor else my heart is going to pop'cuz it's too muchYeah, it's a lotto be something I'm not
I'm a foolout of love'cuz I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bitcaught in the middleLife is a mazeand love is a riddleI don't know where to goI can't do it alone(I've tried)and I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the momentI'm so scaredbut don't show itI can't figure it outit's bringing me down I knowI've got to let it goand just enjoy the show
The sun is hotin the skyjust like a giant spotlightThe people follow the signand synchronize in timeIt's a jokeNobody knowsthey've got a ticket to that showYeah
I'm just a little bitcaught in the middleLife is a mazeand love is a riddleI dont know where to goI can't do it alone(I've tried)and I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the momentI'm so scaredbut don't show itI can't figure it outit's bringing me down I knowI've got to let it goand just enjoy the show
oh ohJust enjoy the showoh oh
I'm just a little bitcaught in the middlelife is a mazeand love is a riddleI dont know where to goI can't do it alone(I've tried)and I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the momentI'm so scaredbut I don't show itI can't figure it outit's bringing me down I knowI've got to let it goand just enjoy the show
dum de dumdudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dumdudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money backI want my money backI want my money backJust enjoy the show
I want my money backI want my money backI want my money backJust enjoy the show

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

taralets

sugod, magpakailanman, superhero ,gising,noypi,halleluyah

i love filipino music..I'm a rocksteddy fan...got the chance to see them up close..i sat behind them on the plane to gensan and behind them as well sa check in..pati na sa arrivals baggage claim..even got a picture with them,but twas with my uncle's collegue employee's camera..



songs do bring back memories...
memories..they are strong.and time can never take them away..but dementia n alzheimer's could..

memories-like my first month as a pedia nurse in 2006..

self actualizations comes up..about my career.it's joys and sorrows..

I am turning 25.I ought to be better than myself .I am still not.