life begins at 21

Life is like a box of chocolates,you never know what you gonna get -Forrest Gump

I became a nurse @ 21.Life was sweet. I went job hunting..been a Jobless bummer for five long months.

then the CALL came,I was finally in..I'm entering the ''real'' world..

'twas then Life became bitter....I was idealistic.reality bites.

responsibilities smothered me,near death.

guilt.it became harder and harder to breathe. I quit..

freedom..

masarap maging malaya,walang problema...masarap maging bata.

I have to grow up..take the bitter chocolate.. to feel good..and to live.

days can be good, sometimes bad... But there is God.

and my family.my friends.

now, I'm diving back..back to the very place i desperately wanted to escape.this is the bitter chocolate.fear?..i can't be afraid forever.or be a bummer forever.

this is my life and it began @ 21.

am a year old now..a toddler and growing.

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